My focus has been so very directed on one particular path and that was a bit derailed Friday. Luckily i'm a pretty presistent person and once my focus has been set I tend to keep on course if I can. As with most goals this derailment is only a temporary set back- a blow for sure but not a total loss. Mostly i'm just disappointed! Disappointed in myself, disappointed in the time it will take to fix. Disappointed that my future will have to wait a bit longer.
Spent the weekend reorganizing my new plan of attack only to come in to work today to find a friend speculating about her own future- with a much bigger black cloud above then my own. She actually cast her black cloud into my sky a bit as well which was a little scary since my new plan does not account for her weather predictions.
In the end I think I just don't care. I will be fine which ever way this thing goes down all I can do is look ahead into what I want my world to look like and plan for it. Some friends who also needed change in their lives and work have made it to the other side and are much happier people as a result. One now works for Paramount Pictures...another for DirecTV... another for Lifetime TV...another for Amazon.com....another for Apple and finally another is about to leave to work in music publishing and everyone seems to love the changes they've seen take place both personal and professional. As a grown up.... a full fledge adult (yes i'm finally admitting it)a happiness with one usually leads to the other so....
I will be fine....I just need to reorganize, continue my focus and trust God!
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