Monday, January 19, 2009

Liberation

I don't like the word "Change" it scares me, but I'm loving the word "Transition" it feels liberating.....

It has been FOREVER since I last blogged and I think it's time to come back to it now that I've settled into a more certain future. I realize now that I hide when I am unsure of my circumstances and feel out of control. I'm a good hider too.... which is not really a good thing I think....in the long run. For now it's OK because I am not attached at the moment, but I think I may have to ensure in the end that whomever God sends my way is a VERY patient and understanding man. A seeker of sorts who will know how to find me and will remind me not to lose myself in my pursuit of escape.

June of last year I left my Music Industry job and it was a VERY hard thing for me to do, but I am certain it was right for me and am now in my second semester back in school. I feel better about my future prospects and about how God is working in my life. I pray that he will continue to mold me into the kind of person he needs me to become. He is showing me so many things I feel very blessed for his constant presence in my life!!!!!