State of Me

I am easily distracted yet focused on my direction forward

I am hungry yet happy to not indulge

I am not afraid yet I cling to my security

I am in a state of delay waiting for what I do not know

I am neither unhappy nor elated

I feel transparent and dull

I wonder why yet I am ok with current conditions

I am not excited yet I am not directionless

I am waiting yet I am making my way